Done. Fucking over it. My marriage is failing, and because of that so is money, and I work in a shit unit and today was the tip of the ice berg.

Our bn CSM put out anyone who doesn’t past the unit Jumpmaster OML will be barred. We are short on JMs but this even fucking allowed? I try and don’t always pass everything I do in my fucking life so now I have to have massive anxiety over a stupid fucking OML.

We have an E2B coming up and he also putout that any NCO who fails because of the new EPFA (new PT test for the badge) will get a relief for cause. What the fuck??

I’m done. So much stress in my fucking life rn. I honestly wouldn’t mind having a heart attack. Why does the army continue to pull this shit when numbers already suck. I’m an anxious fucking mess anymore with a failing life. Hate it all. I guess I’m a fucking coward and that’s fine. I don’t even deserve to be an E6 if I can’t handle all this stress.

EDIT: this is in 2/11 JBER