To be clear, I am not currently using coke, nor have I ever INTENTIONALLY done coke.

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Years ago while on deployment we would stop at a local militia outpost while doing convoys. We'd always sit and drink tea with them. It was the best goddamn tea I've ever had and after a few cups we'd leave feeling fucking amped, I mean insanely ready to go. We'd be doing 50mph in the MATV, playing chicken with oil tankers, and running people off the road. I remember feeling like I could take on the fucking world, while simultaneously feeling completely on edge. Well, I found out a few years later from an intel guy on that same deployment that the local militia had a habit of mixing drugs, mainly coke, into the tea in order to give their fighters a little kick before battle.

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Will mentioning any of this hurt my MH claim? It's for "other stressor and trauma related disorder."