Got back from a deployment and my girl of almost 5 years just straight up left me. We have a house together and we had our future planned out and I’ve been just so broken. I’m on leave and I don’t have any hobbies, getting out of the house is hard, and all my friends live too far away to see. I feel like my life has no direction anymore. I’m doing my best, I went on a walk today but even that was a lot. I just don’t know what to do with my self, things were easier when I was deployed and I had all my dudes. Idk I’m just screaming into the void I guess.

I’ll take a hard Baja Blast freeze.