I am unhappy in my current job/place. Tried to join when I was 18 but an allergist wouldn’t sign off on a peanut allergy. Just got that sign off. Good idea to join?

Any insight is much appreciated.

I work as a civilian. I’ve interacted with a lot soldiers and I constantly hear them selling “careers” but in the same breath... seem a bit behind career wise.

cant not think about the army its always in the head , i cant really sleep as well and if i do sleep i wake up from flashes . :\ its hard to find meaning to stay alive , i just want to shoot until iam down , evreything in normal look with no meaning

i miss brothers who will i never see. i am sad i made a terrible choices who fcked up shit

i cant anymore i cant i dont know what to do i will never...