I just got home from the swedish tryouts for the military. Idk what's the english word for it but I've had this dream of being enrolled into a special elite force here in sweden and I have been training for a really long time and have been thinking about this very long. It is very physically demanding since you have to walk for long periods of time with heavy backpacks. I told myself that if I could complete the training I would be very proud of myself and I would be much stronger. In the try outs I had passed all the physical assignments. When I thought that it was over and that I would get in, the guy who is in charge with who goes where told me that I was one point off on the psycological test. I needed a 6 and I had a 5. One point off and my dream was crushed. I was told that it was impossible to take the test again since only the ones that failed could do that. Instead I will do some other training that isn't that mentally challenging. Am I just being a crybaby? I don't really know how to deal with the fact that my dream won't happen. Maybe I could forget that I wasn't good enough but I just feel like this will sit with me for the rest of my life. Sorry for the long text but if you know something I could do, please respond.